Pillar__"Further From Myself"__ --It's pressure the pleasures measure The pressure is overbearing Is it me myself that's caring For every double-minded joy And I admit that when I submit to you I feel so unreal when I'm still When I'm waiting for you to reveal And from myself I seem so far away And I admit that when I submit to you I can see all of the selfish things I do I'm further, further from myself When I'm next to you When I run to you I was wasted embraced it but faced it With you inside my heart you replaced it Can't believe you have erased it Selfishness and foolish pride And I admit that when I submit to you I can see all of the selfish things I do I'm further, further from myself When I'm next to you When I run to you Further from my future Further from the past Further from the starting line Further from the last Further from my doubts Further from my fears Further from temptation that I faced throughout my years Further from agitation Further from distraction The reaction of the dissatisfaction of others actions Further from myself Further from my flesh Further from my birth and I'm Further from my death I'm further, further from myself When I'm next to you When I run to you
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Welcome to the Rockies
2005-04-16 - 7:23 p.m.

Hey, I'm officially in the air force now. I've been through basic training. I've finished technical training and now i'm stationed at my first duty station, Peterson Air Force Base in Colorado Springs, CO. Its really nice here, I walk out of my room in the morning and the rockies are right in front of my eyes. Its like waking up to a postcard. The base just finished building a cybercafe with 5 computers for public internet use, 10 computers for LAN gaming, Karaoke stage, and a bar that serves gourmet coffee, italian sodas, and my favorite, Chai lattes. And heres the best part. Its all free! I just took a job volunteering at the "Eclipse" which is what we named the cafe. and I have a shot for a position on the council of people running the cafe as entertainment manager.
In other news, my sister wrecked my car while i was at basic, so i cant buy it back from her. so now i'm stuck without wheels on base. fortunately i just built a sweet new computer which u can find pictures of on my MySpace website.
thats all for now.

peas3
mike the psycho monkie

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