Pillar__"Further From Myself"__ --It's pressure the pleasures measure The pressure is overbearing Is it me myself that's caring For every double-minded joy And I admit that when I submit to you I feel so unreal when I'm still When I'm waiting for you to reveal And from myself I seem so far away And I admit that when I submit to you I can see all of the selfish things I do I'm further, further from myself When I'm next to you When I run to you I was wasted embraced it but faced it With you inside my heart you replaced it Can't believe you have erased it Selfishness and foolish pride And I admit that when I submit to you I can see all of the selfish things I do I'm further, further from myself When I'm next to you When I run to you Further from my future Further from the past Further from the starting line Further from the last Further from my doubts Further from my fears Further from temptation that I faced throughout my years Further from agitation Further from distraction The reaction of the dissatisfaction of others actions Further from myself Further from my flesh Further from my birth and I'm Further from my death I'm further, further from myself When I'm next to you When I run to you
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sauna nite and early movie nite
2004-10-23 - 1:05 a.m.

whoo, almost forgot about this thing again. well, Thursday, me and matt chilled in the sauna and whirlpool at the YMCA. we've been doing that for the past few weeks on thursday evenings. its been nice, get to relax, and often times getting to share Jesus with people in the sauna. we met a cool guy who's a pastor at a church in Broad Ripple, always encouraging to meet fellow believers. last night they were cleaning the whirlpool when we came so we could only use the sauna. we had to make sure we didnt stay in too long this time. last week i was in the sauna debating religion, ethics and origins with another couple of guys, and i stayed in there till i started to feel sick and dizzy.
today, I had to clean up my room and make sure everything was ready for me to leave. i'm still not done doing that, i was kinda slacking today. around lunch, matt took me to get taco bell (which is contraband right now cuz i need to keep my weight down), then i helped him with an online quiz he had to do for school.
Later, when matt got off work, we went to fazoli's (big time contraband) then went to my place where i entrusted him to take care of my video game systems while i'm away at boot camp. then we went to his house to watch Day After Tommorrow on dvd with Kasey. we tickled Kasey untill she hated us and ran away.
well, thats all for now. i'll try really hard to update again before i leave
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